WHere Iam hidding??

Iam invisible......I can't find myself.....that's not weird....The weird is I havn't felt like that since very long time....
It's like I always was able to figure out myself....But not any more now!!
Is it only what I think it is??
Is it my future that i have no idea how to plan it??
Or is it my life that I have no idea what is it for ?!